what's with him?? he's online.. and i msg-ed him on his msn.. but he said nothing.... ZILCH.. not a single word... not a single letter..

bleah..

just tell me if you don't wanna talk to me! then i won't bother you...

and you know whom i'm referring to

SICK!

bleah.. down with a pretty bad cold.. n flu last night.. and.. yeah.. high body temperature as well... my body was all aching all over.. like when i moved, i could feel the pain..haiz.. yeah... like the bones are aching.. hahahahah do i make any sense at all? oh well.. if you know what 'masuk angin' is.. and know how it feels.. then that's it.. that's what i felt last nite...

anyways.. yeah that was last nite.. today.. ain't that bad.. got rid of the 'angin' inside my body.. i think?! yeah... cos i went prespiring and all while sleeping.. which is good, that's what they say...

oh well.. still down with the sore throat.. n running nose now.. and my voice is 'stereo'! heheheh..

hoooo well... i'm tired.. coughing n blowing nose is tiring.. being sick sucks.. ( i've mentioned this, i think?!) .. yeah especially when it's supposed to joyful n happy.. cos it's new year tomorrow! yeay.. (BLeAHs)

called him last nite..then he called me back.. cos it's cheaper to call from there... but don't know what's wrong with the phone line.. it got cut off suddenly.. sucks! then.. called him again... he didn't let me talk for long.. blah blah blah.. cos i used my hp to call.. haiz.. what's with him??? it's me who wanna call?? and i'm using my phone?? and it's my money?????????? argh! sickening! eeeeeeeeeeekz! but i was too sick to be mad at him... no energy... as it is already difficult for me to breathe now.. so.. why 'buang current' to be mad at him? like i've nothing better to do...

bleahs.. so yesterday wasn't such a good day for me..

and let's hope today will be better :D

hmmm BBQ later.. yeah... sistas are shopping the stuffs for bbq.... i wanted to go with 'em.. but don't think parents will allow.. so i'm stuck at home now..
anyways.. yeah bbq...YEAY! heheheh.. last time had a bbq was.. in Grampians.. yeah.... during da roadtrip.. hmmm that was... in september..

haiz.. ok... i'm tired

somebody please help me.. take this sore throat.. running nose.. fever .. n body ache away from me please..

talking to Mdm Rahidah now.. teeeheeeee i miss her!!!! i should have gone to siling when i was in singapore.. haiz..
anyways..

ok .. being sick sucks big time.. bleahhh

missing him .. :(...

Hey hoo Merry Christmas to you!

back in bandung now.. it's been a few days.. ain't that bad.. but it's boring here.. i don't know what to do.. and i'm lazy to go out.. the traffic can be such a nuisance (spelling?)

and.. yeah.. today's Christmas day.. nothing special.. really, oh well, we don't celebrate christmas.. so i don't expect anything special whatsoeva..

going out for dinner with the whole family tonight.. bro called this afternoon asking about it.. and me don't know where we're going.. it can be annoying sometimes.. cos everybody else always asks me where i wanna eat.. like... hmm can't they ask others instead?????

i'm bored i'm bored.. i'm sleepy... weird, i'm always feeling sleepy...

it's only.. 1524 hrs.. geez.. time seems to ddrraaaggg.. if only i can fast forward the time.. heheheh.. that'd be cool, yeah? when we can control time.. like... when we want it to stop... it'll just stop... when we want to turn back the time.. just rewind it.. hahahaha that sounds more like a video player... but still that'd be cool.. hehehe just like the cartoon.. doraemon.. :D..

ok i'm day-dreaming too much..

bored.. i'm boredd

leaving for indon this evening.. and i'm so not looking forward to it.. i don't know why.. maybe it's the fact that i'm forced to go to a wedding ... whose? i don't know.. oh, my dad doesn't even know whose and he's forcing me to go.. like what the????? why does he have to always do that?? i don't like it...

so yeah.. staying in Jkt till Monday.. and the first thing tomorrow i'll do is.. go to a wedding.. HOW WONDERFUL!

just came back from Northpoint.. had breakfast with Kel.. at BK..
i'm gonna miss her!!! haiz...

oh mi god it's sssoooo warmmmm.....haizz

problems problems.. at this time of the year.. when it's supposed to be happy n joyful... n christmasy..

~tell everybody i'm on my way.. and i'm loving every step i take... with the sun beating down.. yes i'm on my way.. and i can't keep the smile off my face~

On My Way by Phill Collins.. the original soundtrack of Brother Bear.. i looooveeee that movie.. hhehehe it's soo cute :D

watched LOTR yesterday... it was sooooo long!!!!!! 3 hours and.. 30 minss.. and the last 30 mins... was sooo crappy!! it was soo slow!!! and the hobbits just had to look at each other.... i was like.. faster.. say something and finish the show! hahahah... it was pretty cool actually.. i like the white horse Gandalf rides on.. :D .. ( i always have this thing for white :D ) .. and.. Pipin.. yes! heheheh he's sooo cute!! :D

anyways.. dinner at Komala Villas after the movie.. the last time i went there was .. i don'tknow.. 2 years ago? ..

tried the new North East Line.. the new NEL platforms at Dhoby Gaut is much like an airport.. it's all bright and clean hehehe..

then then .... oh yes.. wisdom teeth are growing.. and.. it feels like big ulcers on my bottom gum..

hmmm... one more day in singapore.. tomorrow... at this time.. i'd be.. lazing around.. enjoying my last few hours in singapore.. Dad n sista would pick mum n me at the airport.. and heard we're gonna stay in Jkt till Monday.. like what?? MONDAY??????? thinking of the heat.. and stickiness.. eeeekkssss don't like....

kk.. betta pack my stuffs now.. heheheh see ya

back in singapore.. hmmm it's been a few days alraedy actually..

gosh i'm tired.. sleep sleep!!! i need to sleep!!!

KL was cool!! tiring though.. :) stayed at Concorde.. where Hard Rock cafe is.. went there with Kel, Nurul n Irna (Kel's friends).. ain't that bad.. there was this Indon band.. T-Rex performing there.. and and.. oh oh on the very last day.. just before we left the hotel to go to Puduraya.. i saw this Too Phat fella.. hmmm i don't know what his name is.. but he's the skinnier one.. :D cute..

bought quite a number of things there.. but... i think this time around.. it's like.. the shopping mood is not really there! :P ..(am i making any sense at all?) yeah.. like last time when Kel n I went there.. everytime we went to a shopping mall.. there'd be at least 1 shopping bag.. but this time around.. it's like.. hardly any shopping bag.. hehehehehe but somehow i spent most of my money there :P

Mum's here.. she got me da digicam!! yeay!!!!!!!!!! and an mp3 player.. no no, not the cd player one.. but.. it's da small mp3 player.. :D.. and and.. da best thing is.. she got a better digicam than the one i actually wanted teeehheeee hehehehehehe

MISSING HIM ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like alot! haiz.. and.. argh!! why do i have to see lots of couples every now n then.. not good.. not good at all.. BLEAH!!!

him him.. i want him NOW!!!! Reza Timothius Susanto.. YES HIM!!!!!!! hahahahahahah.. i'm nuts.. sorry but i can't help it!!!

argh..

anyways.. going back to Indon in.. 4 days.. Dad's picking us up at the airport.. argh.. I WANT TO GO BACK TO MELBOURNE... not indon.. :( ........

oh oh.. went to SIA yesterday.. asked if there're seats available in mid Feb... but it was ZILCH.. i'm on da waiting list.. so.. when i'm in indon.. i'll have to call n bother the SIA people every now n then.. hahahahah maybe i'll call like.. every day so they'll get irritated and just give me a seat.. huahahahhahahahahah

so so so hopefully i can get a seat in mid Feb to go back to Melb.. hmmmm but somehow.. i feel bad for Mum.. cos.. her b'day is on Feb 19th.. so so.. if i'm gonna have to miss her b'day again next year if i go back to melbourne in mid Feb.. haiz.. dilemma.. .... i told her why i have to leave earlier though..

i'm soooo fuuuuuuuulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.. haiz.. lunch at lucky plaza.. had the ice cream.. those ah peks' one... hahahah (Kel.. finally :P) then... i got really really thirsty.. no idea what they put in my hokkien mee.. anyways.. yeah.. i was sooooo thirsty that i finished 2 bottles of 500 ml mineral water! huahahahah... i'm flooded :P that's why i'm full now..

anywayss... hmmmm he's gonna call later .. yeay yeay yeay.. I MISS HIM!!!

going to KL tonite.. meetin Kel this afternoon.. and.. i haven't even finished packing yet.. hehehe... i only finished packing my luggage.. from Melb to Singapore..in the morning itself.. no..i should say.. at noon itself.. and.. i still have lots of time now.. :D

met Harvinder yesterday.. she's grown skinny.. n skinnier.. that's what kel n i think.. she's got.. straightened hair.. hmmm.. yeah.. still the same harvin.. :D

hope it will be cool later in the afternoon.. anyways.. meeting seaweed in JB... going to have dinner together.. no idea if ling hea's joining us.. should be joining us for dinner.. i guess..

Mum's coming back from HK in.. 2 days.. and i'm not even here.. sighs.. i feel bad.. and.. gonna tell her that i need to bring forward my flight back to Melb.. cos of the whole.. housing thingy..

oh oh.. lunch at Kel's place yesterday.. so nice of her parents.. thank you Uncle n Auntie.. love the food :D obviously i can't get those kinda food.. met her sister.. n her baby nephew.. and yeah.. went to meet Harvin after that..

now i need to finish packing.. see ya

in singapore now.. things seem the same.. yet different.. heh? am i making any sense at all?? heheheheh

he sent me off to the airport... nopes.. didn't cry at the airport.. but cried at home .. hmm well.. and.. eyes went watery while on the plane.. yeah.. suddenly just got reminded of him ..

anyways.. missing him already!!

arrived.. 2210 hrs last nite.. delay.. yeah.. at the Melbourne Airport.. anyways.. watched Bad Boys 2 n Uptown Girls on the plane.. couldn't sleep at all.. haiz.. anyways..

Kel picked me up at the airport poor gurl had to wait long long time.. sorry gurl.. took the cab home.. talk talk talk n talk :D sent her home first.. then.. reached sister's place.. had to wait for some time till she opened the door.. cos she was already asleep.. anyways..

woke up at about 10 this morning.. met kel at 12.. went to town.. shop shop n shop !!! weeeehoooo heheheheheheh told him about it :D .. don't think he's really happy about it... oh well...

yeah.. bought.. a jacket from zara.. pants from giordano... shirt from anex.. (correct spelling?).. then.. then what else??? oh oh.. the guess watch that i want.. it's soooo much cheaper here.. it's AUS$255 in melb.. n it's only SING$169!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT!!!!!!!
:D

went to check the prices of perfumes.. but they don't have the one that i want.. beyond paradise by estee lauder.. but they have the.. david duff echo.. and it's yeah.. cheaper.. (DUH).. anyways..

tomorrow.. watching Brother Bear n Love Actually.. yeayy yeayyyyy
hehehehehehhe

anyways..
wanna sleep now.. sleepyy.. sleep sleep.. sleep... i need to sleep :D