i'm leaving on a jet plane

so kiss me and smile for me.. tell me that you'll wait for me.. hold me like you'll never let me go.. cos i'm leaving on a jet plane.. and i KNOW when i'll be back again..
hhehehehehehhh

see.. told you i wouldn't be able to sleep.. slept at around 2 this morning.. and woke up at around 6:30.. had a weird dream.. i've been having weird dreams anyway.. don't ask me why..

hahahah Hewitt is out of the Grand Slam!!! hahahahahaha!!!!!!!!! He lost to a Maroko player.. yeayyyy!!! so happy.. hahahh

hmmm.. still sleepy.. but i'm scared i'll wake up really late if i go to sleep again now....

should i wear a pair of jeans or a pair of normal pants??
if i wear the pair of jeans.. it'll be normal.. comfy and all.. but once i touch down in Jakarta.. it'll be so much warmer down there!!!! and wearing jeans is making it worse..
if i wear the pair of normal pants.. it's also comfy and all... but that means i'll have to put my jeans in the luggage.. and that will increase the weight of the luggage.. arghh.. i'm in dilemma.. hahha dilemma... that reminds me of one of the CME topics in sec school.. Gomez was crapping about it.. was it Gomez or Annie Ho??
ok whateva... i think i'll just go with the normal pants.. errr.. nope.. the jeans.. yeah.. the jeans.. jeans rock!!! ;)

please.. please.. good weather forecast please.. i want a smooth ride back home.. please please..

orite, see you around folks..

today was.. burning..

godd today was super duper hot!!! i thought it wouldn't be that hot.. but once i stepped outside... woahhhhhhhhh the heat was burning my skin!!!!!!!!! couldn't stand it.. and flies everywhere.. eeeeeee one thing i hate about summer...is the flies.. ok.. make it two.. two things i hate about summer..are the heat and the fliess!!!!!!

met up with Sylvia.. goshh she's blonde!!!!!!!!!! i neva thought she'd dye her hair like that... she's so different.. well i still could recognise her.. ;)... had dinner with her.. god.. it was so the very filling!!!!! i was so fulll!!!!!!!!

gosh.. i'm so tired.. my legs are aching.. and i'm feeling hot hot hot and hot!!!!!!!!! this evening was the first time i took my shower with cold water.. neva ever done it before..

talking to Aswin now.. :D....... my primary school friend who moved to Singapore in '95.. and since then we lost contact.. only last year when i was talking to my friends in Trinity, who happen to be his friends in Singapore.... and then.. we sorta keep in contact againn.... after.. 7-8 years... wow.. cool!!!! hahahahahhah we're talking about the time when we were in primary 4.. :D.. he's insisting... that this guy in our class.. used to have a crush on me.. hahahhahahahahahhah.. those were the days..

tomorrow tomorrow..i'm going hommeeeeee yeayyyyy!!!!! i don't think i'll be able to sleep.. but i should be able to sleep since i'm really tired now.. ..... but i'm too excited.... haizzzzz..

medicals results ain't here yet.. ARGH!!!!! they say it's gonna be sent by express post.. you call that express post??? haizzzzz..

my legs are really achinggg... :(

that's all for now folks.. see you in.. 1 month? 3 weeks? ... adios

... trying to figure out this life..

starting to like Avril Lavigne's I'm With You.. nice song.. listening to Perfect 10.. again.. and talking to Khairul .. got stomach upset.. =( don't know what's wrong.. i didn't eat anything weird.. haizz..

2 more days..woohooo..

gonna meet Sylvia tomorrow.. and will have lunch together.. looking forward to it.. cos then i won't feel that bored anymore... =).. i sound really miserable.. =)..

Jean Danker's on Perfect 10 now.. long time neva heard her voice.. hmmmm

today is super dooper boring.. is there anything i can do or read?? I only have.. Harry Potter.. that's my friend's..one of Sidney Shieldon's books.. and the Lit text... nah.. i can't be bothered to read the Lit text.. there's one which is like.. 1000+ pages.. and as thick as the Holy Bible.. i think this one's thicker.. and consists of short stories.. short Australian stories.. boring.. but there's a couple of them that aren't that bad..

hmmm.. let me see what i can do tomorrow.. do the laundry??? yeah.. i think it's time for me to do the laundry before i go home.. go to Coles?? i don't think so.. Sunday's the day when mothers (or parents) go there to stock up their groceries... it'll be full of people.. shall go on Monday.. when i come back from the city..

school's still a month away...... A MONTH is not long.. sadly.. :( i still wana enjoy my hols.. this is what people call the too-long-holiday sickness.. heheh.. wonder if there's anybody else entering Science faculty.. i know Andreas and Laney are... not sure about Mila.. i hope she is.. heheheh.. hmmm... university.. 3 years.. i can't imagine how i'll survive... scary.. betta not to think about it..

ok that's all for tonight folks.. adios

hmmm..

i think i'm in love.. yes.. i'm in love with this song.. If You're Not The One.. i don't know why..

btw.. i don't think i'm going out today.. cancel all my plan to go out today.. shall do it on Monday instead.. since i'll be meeting Sylvia on Monday.. it's been what.. a year?? more than a year since i met her last.. wonder how she looks now.. :)

i need to get a book to read on the plane.. any suggestion??? i was thinking of .. that book.. Geisha?? was it?? can't quite remember the title.. but it's about this Jap girl.. you know.. the one about prostitution.. in Japs... seems interesting.. and Yuliana told me the story's interesting.. shall check it out...

3 more days.. this time on Tuesday.. i'll be on my way to the airport.. eeeeee.. can't wait for that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haizzzz...

If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

arghhhh.. don't know, don't care, don't want to know what's wrong with this Blog.. as long as it's back to normal now.. which is good!!!!

Listening to Daniel Bedingfield's If You're Not The One...nice soothing song.. so different from Gotta Get Through This.. heheheh.. haizzz... if only i have a cd burner.. i want to compile some songs.. and bring the cds back to Indon and listen to them on the way home to Bandung.. or.. wherever I'll be..

boring.. any suggestions on what to do??? i can't sleep cos i slept just now.. haizz..

eh i want to go to Bali!!!!!! Yuliana's so lucky!!!!! She's in Bali now.. :( don't know when the next time i go there will be.. soon!!! i'll make it a point to go there soon.. hehehe i don't know i'm so in love with the place.. i guess it's very different there.. it doesn't feel like you're in INdon AT ALL!!! yes everything's spoken in Indon and all.. the people there aren't like the irritating Indons in Java!

Harvin's online.. hmmm.. been a long time since i talked to her last.. wonder how she is.. poor girl.. she's one lonely girl.. but she's betta off without Harry.. well she always said that the two of them weren't talking.. or.. she didn't feel like talking to him.. or something like that.. and i think Harry's a bit to possessive.. that's what I THINK.. i don't know what Harvin thinks or others think.. ... wonder if she has any close friends in CJC..

haven't heard from the other Silians for some time.. wanted to write to Ganguly.. but i don't have her new address in KL.. and the other time i tried to email her.. her inbox's full.. hmm.. i shall try it again perhaps...

goddd.. this song is really nice.. so soothing... touching..

ok the latest entries aren't bold.. but.. i want the previous entries to be normal again!!!!!!! what's wrong????????????????????? ARGHHHH!!!

God!! what's wrong with this Blog??? i didn't set the body text bold.. but it suddely became bold!!! what's wrong??? tell me please.. can anybody help me with this??? I'm not a compie geek whatsoeva.. ok.. let's try with this entry.. see if it's still bold

boring..

talking to Mila now.. and listening to Perfect 10 98.7 FM.... brings back the time when i was still in Singapore.. well i actually hardly listened to the radio in Singapore.. but anyway...

i just realised one thing about me.. i'm turning into a real pig.. i slept alot!!! like just now.. fell asleep while reading Harry Potter.. and that wasn't the only time.. last night.. fell asleep at 9+.. slept till.. about 10.. nearly 11.. haizzz..

DOwn Boy by Holly Valance... nice song.. you know that Holly's a Melbournian?? heheh ... does it affect my life now?? i don't think so...
gosh.. i'm talking nonsense now.. lonely syndrome.. hahahahahah

tomorrow's a perfect day to go out.. today was too warm.. don't like it.. man.. how am i gonna survive in Indon?? it's so much warmer there... :( but thank god it's been quite warm lately down here.. so i won't experience the extreme weather change when i arrive in Jkt..

oh Mr Postman.. do your job properly please.. please deliver my medicals results now.... please please.. i need it before i go back.. well it doesn't really matter cos my guardian is coming back from her hols soon.. but still.. i'll feel more secure if it's already in my hand.. so please please.. do your job and deliver the results to me please.. don't make me worry..

Shame shame shame.. shame on you Australia..

call yourself a very modern and civilised society... but just look at what your cricket team member did.. shame shame shame.. he was being racist towards the Sri Lankan team.. he said some foul language in the changing room... and one of the Sri Lankans heard him.. shame shame shame.. you people can still say that you're friendly.. bbbooooohhoooooooooooooo......... SHAME ON YOU!!!! He deserves to be punished!!! THe Sri Lankans were being nice to you, you know that.. THey asked for more lenient penalty for you BOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! SHAME SHAME SHAME...

Finally e-COE is out.. thank god i called the INternatinal centre.. or else.. i'd be waiting for their call forever..which..i don't think they'll ever call me anyway.. so.. now it's only the medicals results that's left.. hmpphh.. tomorrow i gotta make an appoinment with the Immigration.. hopefully i can make the appoinment now.. so that when i come back from Indon i don't have to wait for another week or so..

got a perfume for my mum's b'day.. hope she'll like it.. hehehehe i was browsing at David Jones.. and this sales lady asked if i needed any help. So I asked her which one'd be best for my mum.. and she told me one brand which was not available there.. but available in Myer.. she said that would be best for mature ladies.. so i went next door.. and tried.. don't like it.. it smells .. too old? hheheheh.. just don't like it.. then i went back to David Jones and i took the one i tried previously.. and the same sales lady asked, 'getting this one? for you or your mum?' heheheh cos she told me that the one i got in the end is too young.. well i like this one.. heheheh.. sounds as if it's for myself.. hehehe.. nah.. if i wanna get new perfume.. i'll get myself an Issey Miyake.. i like the smell.. hehehe.. i tried it just now.. and sprayed it on my hand.. and on my way home i was wondering.. what perfume this was... i tried very hard to remember which one this is.. then finally i remembered.. hehehe nice smell..

hmpph.. geeezzz.... it seems ages till next Tuesday comes.. can't wait.. excited about it.. hehehe.. 5 more days.. i bet i won't be able to sleep on Monday night.. tomorrow.. i don't think i'll go anywhere tomorrow.. shall go to the post office nearby.. need to get some stamps... and.. maybe I'll go out on Saturday.. Mum asked me to get 'chocolate rocks' ... the only places i know where i can get 'em are Crown and the airport.. but i don't think i'll get them at the airport.. too much of a hassle.. and since i'll have nothing to do.. so shall go to Crown and.. maybe get the perfume.. heheheh..

talking to Mila now.. after so long.. heheheh that girl seemed to disappear after she went back home.. anyway..
man.. i'm hungry.. :(... haizz...

orite i'm off... Roswell's on TV ..bye

Morning!

woke up at 0715... God knows why i woke up that early... slept at around 2 this morning.. call me crazy but i just couldn't sleep.. and don't ask me why i woke up that early this morning.. and rite now i'm wide awake....

glad to see the weather's so much betta than yesterday's .. is it raining??? lemme check.. no.. haiizz.. but it sounds as if it's raining.. ah who cares??

Listening to 'I Could Be The One' by Donna Lewis.. oh.. she's the one singing 'At The Beginning' with Richard Marx.. i just knew that.. anyway..

what shall i do today?? I'll be asking myself the same question every single day until next week.. i guess.. haizzz...

boring....... boring........... it's so boring...........

boredom

i'm bored.. nothing good on tv.. channel 7 is showing the Australian open.. and cricket match on channel 9.. channel 10 is showing.. i think.. CSI? some police.. court .. investigation stuff... and ABC is showing.. don't know what Aussie show.. which I think was filmed in Melbourne..
man.. don't they have good shows?? arghhhh..

1 more week to go.. let's see what i can do then..... i need to get something for Mum... i think i'm getting her this hand & body lotion which I tried this afternoon.. let me see.. when shall i go??? ARGHH.. when are those Melbourne Uni people gonna call me??

goddd!!! what smell is this?????? gotta be those perfume paper i took from Myer today.. arghhh.. got rid of them already.. the smell's making me sick!

what shall i do now??? well i'm talking to Kel now.. thank god she's online.. if not.. i'll be dead of boredom.. ahh Vict's online.. let's see what she's doing..

went to Lina's new place.. cossy little place.... there's this section of the walls which is red.. really red....striking red.. and that part is where the afternoon sun strikes... so... it was like.. RED!!!! woooaahhhh... I asked her why it's red.. and she said, 'remember? the guy who used to live here is a gay.. i guess he likes red...' hehehehe..

hmmpphhh... Mum n Dad got all the things i want from Singapore.. heheheh good good good!!

adios for now..

is something burning?

geezz.. the bushfire in Victoria is getting worse!! when i woke up this morning.. the sky was YELLOW... not blue with white patches.. but YELLOW... and i could smell the burning smell.. eeee... it's as if the bushfire is just next door.. tsk tsk tsk bad bad bad... but things got betta towards the afternoon. The sky is not yellow anymore.. i could see some blue sky.. not very clear though.. sadness.. hmpphh..

Today's the first day Australian Open.. all the tennis stars are in town.. woohoooo.. saw the crowd in the Olympic Park this morning while going for my medical check up..

Medicals.. (that's what the Aussies call it) are done.. It ain't that bad after all.. It was rather quick.. I thought I had to wait for another hour or two when i saw the queue and the number of people waiting to be called... not that many.. but you know how the Aussies work? they really take their own sweet time.. but this morning.. as soon as I paid for the check up and submit the form.. I was called by one of the nurses.. Amanda.. yeah... her name's Amanda.. she took my height and weight.. my eye sight was tested.. urine test.. and back to the waiting room.. then one of the doctors called out my name.. after he checked my blood pressure and my heartbeat and all I was off to the radiologist.. to take my x-ray.. it was quick too.. hehehehh.. which is good. Now I only have to wait for the results.. they said I should receive it within a week or so. That's good... cos next week i'm off to Bandung...

the thing concerns me now is the e-COE.. i still don't understand why the folks in Melbourne Uni are that slow!!!! arghhhh... I'm sick of waiting..!!! eee....

gonna go down to the city again this afternoon.. gonna meet Lina... and pass her some letter of hers..just hope it won't be too hot when i go out later.

what to give for Mum? for her birthday.... I was like one crazy girl in David Jones just now.. trying out different brands of body lotion... and my hands still smell of one of the lotions... or rather.. a mixture of all... hahahahha.. the vanilla one is nice.. but it smells like ice cream.. heheheheh i don't think Mum will want to smell like ice cream.. we shall see what I'll get in the end...

my oh my..

watching The World's greatest Bloopers... and this guy.. Richard Saenz... a news reporter.. he kept on laughing when he's supposed to be reporting the news.. he can't control himself that even after.. 6 takes.. he still hasn't read the news.... and he sounded more like he's crying than laughing...

anyway.. talking to Kel.. Randy and Vict now.. Kel's telling me about this boy in her orientation group... i've neva heard of a boy so excited when it comes to talking about his sister.... well now I have... oh boy...

anyway.. Mum's off to Singapore today.. her flight took off at 1720 this afternoon... all alone now.. hmmpphh.. 1 week's fast.. so that should be ok..

medical exam's tomorrow.. early in the morning.. first thing to do is medical check up.. haizzz... how 'exciting'

da house is very quiet............. eeeeeeeeee..... hope i can sleep well tonight....

betta have my shower before it gets dark.. hehehehe.. it's kinda creepy, you know.. i'm gonna turn my speaker full blast....hahahah.. that's what i always do when i'm alone... always turn on the lights...and either tv or radio's full blast..

time really flies

what's the date today?? problems with holidays.. 1> getting up really late, 2> don't know what day or date today is.. before you know it.. it's already the next day.. ok.. today's the 9th.. Mum's going on the 12th.. and i'm going on the 21st... still 2 weeks to go..

Gonna have medical examination and x-ray next monday.. kinda scared... worried... it ain't my first time.. but still.. haizz..it's at 9:45 in the morning.. so i gotta get up real early.. no more lazing around

darn Meb Uni.. why are the people there working very slowly?? Haizz... you know.. i'm waiting for the e-CoE.. electronic certficate of enrolment from them.. and i have to wait for another week. It's actually a very easy job.. just check the acceptance form and take the bank cheque.. and type out the e-CoE.. it'll probably take only .. what.. 1 hour at the most to do that.. but i've got to wait for 2 weeks.. what daaa??? arghhh

just read Kel's blog.. it seems fun at JC.. hmmm.. wonder why i was so anti-JC last time.. heheheh

ohh.. I got a straightener thingy for the hair.. heheheh.. don't know why i bought it but i got one of them anyway... it works nicely.. heheheh hope it doesn't do any harm to my hair..

orite.. Mum's nagging.. i'm supposed to go and take a shower just now.. heheheh it's 9 pm now.. ok.. i think i betta go..

tomorrow.. tomorrow..

Dad's leaving for SIngapore tomorrow.. Mum's staying till 12th Jan.. hehehe.. i can go shopping with her.. hehehehehhe :P there's this pair of sandals i wanna buy.. oritee!!! :)

let's see the weather forecast for tomorrow.. top of 24.. and.. gonna be fine.. good good..

eeee.. why is my face so pink????????? arghhhhh hate thiss....

hrmmm.. 2 more weeks.. then... home sweet homee... woohooo.. i thought i wasn't gonna go home this holiday.. hehehhe friends who asked me whether i was going home or not were telling me that i was being crazy not to go home.. hehehe..

wohhhhhhhhahahahahah.. AUSSIE LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhaah Hewitt.. bohohohooooooo he lost.. in the Hopman Cup championship.. woohohoooo.. ok.. i'm being mean.. but i don't like himmmm hahhahahahahhhh i don't like the Aussie tennis team.. i like the swimming team.. Matt Welsh.. woooooohoooooo!!! hahahahha.. saw him the other time on tv.. hehehe.. during the Commonwealth game last year, i saw him alot on tv.. he's got cute smile!! :)

geezz... my room is in a real mess... haizzz.. really need to vacuum the floor..

talking to Kel now.. getting info about Siling 2002 4E students... hrmpph.. it's been a year.. haizz..

ooooooooohhh.. i totally forgot about my plan to write to those in Sgp.. haizzzz... see lahhh... what did i do today????? ooh.. hehheeh i slept in the afternoon.. it was really nice.. it's been so long since i took a nap in the afternoon.

what movie is this???? today's tv programme sucks.. don't know what some oldies they're showing.. it was 007 the man with the golden gun.. just now.. now.. it's something .. to do with Africa.. or zoo i think.. i see some a lion on top of a car.. don't know what...

hmpphh.. guess that's it for today..

Oh boy..

Japs are very polite.. Met the 2 new Jap friends.. the ones from the Tassie tour .. we met in da city this afternoon.. it was not expected.. REALLY.. Kaoru.. the daughter.. she called my mobile earlier today.. and i was not fast enough to answer the call.. and it was a private number.. so i couldn't call her back... then while Mum and i were shopping at MYER.. Dad called my mobile.. telling me the Japs were there.. hehehe.. it was nice to see them again.. hehehhe.. and i bet they're happy to see us again.. heheheh

walked around town.. took the city circle.. and i became the 'tour leader'. They're staying at the Grand Hyatt!!!! Lucky rich people.. then.. dinner at China Town.. believe or not.. Mum Dad and I had lunch and dinner at the same place today.. at the Shanghai Noodle and dumpling house.. I felt weird while entering the restaurant.. and the waitresses were looking at us and sort of giggled.. but anyway.... at least.. we were with the 2 Japs.. so it was like we recommended the place to the 2 Japs..

then went to the Southbank .. Crown complex.. watch the fire thingy at 9.. then after that it was time to say Sayonara to them.. hehehe..

I was saying that Japs are really polite.. maybe not all.. for my case.. Hatsue.. the mother.. she called me Yuli San.. (San is like Miss.. ..something like that.. till now i still can't figure out what it actually means) when she's much older than me.. and.. always said 'please..please' as in.. 'after you' kinda thing.. sometimes it could be annoying.. err.. that's not the right word.. could make me feel uneasy..

but anyway.. gonna turn in soon.. my eyes can't compromise with my fingers.. heheheh.. i was planning to write to friends in Singapore.. told Alvin that i was gonna write to my friend.. but now i think i shall do that tomorrow.. hehehe

orite.. good nite everyone..

Happy New Year 2003 everybody!!!!!!!

Happy New Year.. 2003.. wow.. God knows what'll happen this year..


anyhow.. finally back in Melbourne.. after the long and tiring trip to Tasmania. It wasn't that bad actually.. but.. all we saw was either temperate rain forests... and more forests .. or.. farm and more farms.. or.. beaches...
we were the only Indonesians in the group.. there were about 40 of us..5 Japs.. 2 Vietnamese.. 2 Americans.. 1 from Puerto Rico.. 5 New Zealanders.. and the rests were Ozies..

zzzzz.. i'm falling asleep.. it's 0157 hours.. no wonder.. ok.. betta go to sleep now.. tomorrow will all-day-laudry day..

ohhh.. I've got the letter offer from Melbourne Uni.. woohooo!! hehehehe.. feel much relieved!!

zzz.. i can't stand it any longer.. orite.. adios everyone..