Felicity means Happiness..

Felicity's on TV now.. it's been a while since i watched the series.. and now in this episode.. Noel's getting married to Joey.. or Zoey.. whatever her name is.. yeah.. and Ben's having an affair.. with Claire.. for a month.. and Felicity caught them kissing.. and they are having a fight.. you know it seems that this Felicity is always having problems in relationships.. like.. last time she couldn't decide between Noel and Ben.. (and Kel and I would go.. Ben's so much betta-looking than Noel... Ben's the guy working at the cafe.. ) and.. when everything seems to have settled down.. she found out Ben's having an affair.. that's been going on for a month.. and jus now.. rite after Ben and her quarreled.. she found herself waking up next to Noel.. naked.. she was panicky and woke Noel up.. and she was like.. 'it's one night before your wedding.. what are we doing? god'... quickly put on some clothes.. tsk tsk tsk..

anyway.. it's just a telivision series.. who would bother anyway..

man.. back to school on Monday.. damn!!! and after that it's like.. 5 weeks until the exam!!! urgh! why do we have this thing called exam???? why can't they just give us like assignments..=( the thought of exam's making me sick!

reading The Princess Diaries.. the second book.. done with the first one.. god.. i'm supposed to be revising.. not reading books like Princess Diaries!! man.. and i actually wanna buy this book.. urgh!!! guess i'll wait till winter hols.. yeah.. gosh.. 5 more weeks till the exam starts!!! URGH!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm peeved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! still pissed with the bloody suckers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

like what the hell did we do????????????????? we were just trying to enjoy our time.. WITHOUT disturbing them!!!!!!!!!! and like.. people always say.. world peace????? how could it be possibly done?? when people so irrational like them.. so narrow-minded like the bloody motherfuckers..... all of a sudden disturb us.. who obviously did NOTHING.. you read that??? NOTHING harmful.......... NOTHING silly or offensive..

PHUCK THE BUNCH OF FISHHEADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fark fark fark fark fark fark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck you all bloody motherfucker narrow-minded stupid Aussies!!! real chicken assholes!!!!! fuck you alll!!!!!!!! FARK OFF you bloody idiots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sick man!! damned thing happened just now.. while waiting for the traffic light to cross the road to get to the train station in Frankston.. this bunch of bloody suckers threw an egg at us! what the fuck they think they are doing??? who the fuck they think they are??? bunch of narrow-minded idiotss!!!! REAL SUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they were driving by and then one of the bloody motherfuckers threw an egg at us.. i thought there was something wrong with the crossing button.. cos it happened when Vera was pressing the button.. i thought a glass broke or something.. then i realised it was egg!!! from a car driving by.. bloody chicken suckers!!!!! then Rosa yelled.. 'what the fuck!!!' the car sped its way to the dungeon of doom!! bloody cowards!!! who the hell they think they are?????????

i tell you!! if they were in Indonesia.. they wouldn't be alive anymore.. they would be cut up for the dogs' dinner! NO.. even the dogs don't want to eat 'em.. i wouldn't let mah dogs eat them!!!! sick man!!!!!!!!!!! bunch of bloody motherfuckers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck them all!

Over The Mountains by The Robertson Brothers

I've made up my mind I've packed my bags
I´m not returning home,until someone will give me reason to
I lock the door and take a breath
I´m ready to let go, I know you´re somewhere out there too
there´s only one thing for me to do and I go

Over the mountains and over the sea
To find a heart that belongs to me
Anywhere in the world I go
Anywhere till I find you
I run through the valleys
I run through the fields
I'd do anything I am hard to please
And anywhere in the world I go
Anywhere till I find you

I fly like the wind, I don´t know where my heart will
lead the way
I need someone to love and hold on to
but the road is long I´ve had my doubts
but nothing lets me down cause
I know you´re somewhere outthere too waiting for me to get to you and I go...

Over the mountains and over the sea
To find a heart that belongs to me
Anywhere in the world I go
Anywhere till I find you
I run through the valleys
I run through the fields
I'd do anything I am hard to please
And anywhere in the world I go
Anywhere till I find you
It doesn't matter what
The time will tell
Cause I will be here waiting
For you, for you and me
It doesn't matter what the others say
Cause I will keep on searching
And I go and I go and I go and I go...

Over the mountains and over the sea
To find a heart that belongs to me
Anywhere in the world I go
Anywhere till I find you
I run through the valleys
I run through the fields
I'd do anything I am hard to please
And anywhere in the world I go
Anywhere till I find you

Over the mountains and over the sea
To find a heart that belongs to me
Anywhere in the world I go
Anywhere till I find you
I run through the valleys
I run through the fields
I'd do anything I am hard to please
And anywhere in the world I go
Anywhere till I find you

just came back from Dockland.. went there to have a drink.. we Indons call it 'ngafe' as in.. going to the cafes.. and have a chat with friends.. nice place.. romantic.. =) a cozy place for a date hahaha.. went with Novita n her friends.. =) .. she was like.. 'you wanna go to Dockland?' i was kinda shocked.. cos she came home at 6 in the morning.. today.. went clubbing last nite.. till 4 in the morning.. and only slept at 7.. and woke up at 2 in da afternoon.. so i was like.. 'you're sure you're not sleepy?' .. so went to Crown before going to Dockland.. then we saw da timetable for How To Lose a Guy in 10 Days.. we all wanted to watch da movie.. so.. we cancelled the plan going to Dockland.. and gonna watch the movie instead.. so.. bought the tix and all.. but.. we realised.. the movie only start at 2240 hrs.. and will end.. around midnight.. that would be kinda late.. so we asked if we could change it to tomorrow afternoon.. so watching the movie tomorrow at 1620 hrs instead.. and we went back to da initial plan.. =)..

heheh i've been behaving like a 'bad gal' lately.. spending money.. go out at night.. watch lots of movies.. don't know what i'll do next.. bad bad bad... this can't go on!!! mah parents will kill me if they know i've been behaving this way ..

sleeppyyzzz... adios guys

being all alone is really boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just realised it.. somehow... well experienced the same thing before.. just before i went home in january.. but only tonight i realised it's really boring to be all alone at home.. thank god Kel's online.. she came online rite after Novita left.. i was like.. 'you came online at the rite time!!' =) .. no wonder.. i often hear.. or read about people's fear.. or what they dislike most.. is being alone.. or lonely... now i know why..

did a bit of cleaning of da room today.. threw away all the unwanted stuffs... and.. looks much betta.. and tomorrow.. of prabably some time next week.. we'll clean da kitchen and da bathroom.. good good.. make the house become more homely!! =)

anyway.. made a list of stuffs i wanna get in singapore.. and things to bring both to singapore and home.. heheh Kel wants the fried mars bars.. well told her i'll bring some for her.. heheheh remind me of them, k, friend??

there's this Good Friday appeal show on channel 7 now.. it's been since.. what.. this afternoon.. gosh.. they wanna rob the people in da state or what?? sometimes i wonder whether the money the raise is really going to the kids?? whom they the money is going to... sometimes i think this whole thing is just bullsht.. well.. just hope they're doing the right things.. heheheh =)

thinking of having another haircut.. yeah.. call me crazy.. but mah hair is in a real mess!!!! you know.. if i don't blow dry mah hair after washing it.. it'll look as if i've permed it.... the other time.. even mah flatmate asked.. 'did you perm your hair???' i was like.. gosh.. it's that wavy???or rather.. that curly????? gezzz and splitends.. haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!! problem .. problems.. and more problems... =(

holiday.. yeayyy.. =) but don't know what i'm gonna do.. anyhow..
today's Good Friday.. everybody was busy going to the church last night.. and.. today as well.. and.. then on Sunday....

watched Anger Management last nite.. wasn't up to mah expectation.. expected something more humorous.. cos it's adam sandler.. found it kinda boring actually.. and stupid.. .. should've watched Bringin' Down the House instead.. but anyways... there was a bunch of crazy kiddos in the cinema.. they were making LOTS and LOTS of noise.. like screaming around... running up and down... till the staff there came up (somebody must've complained about the kiddos) and told them to shut up ... which.. okay.. she made them quieter.. but still they were noisy.. thought they were drunk or something.. cos like.. they were just like.. drunkards! .....

had stomach cramps this early morning.. DAMN!!!! can't i sleep in peace for at least once??? man.. it's the hols.. when i'm supposed to relax.. and laze around.. =( .... arghhh

now i'm thinking of what i'm gonna do this holss...

adios

holiday!!! yeayyy!! tomorrow's the last day before hols start! yeayyy!! heheehhe and it's only chem pract tomorrow.. which starts at 2.. going for taebo at 12.. so still must leave home as usual =) but the thought of hols is already running in mah mind!! =)

skipped chem lect and bio lect this morning.. chem lect.. i know it'd be a waste of time going.. cos i practically don't understand what that Paul fella's talking.. .. as for Bio.. the new poodle fella (i'm being very mean here.. but all thanks to Audrey.. who's the first one to say that he looks like a poodle.. ) yeah.. he's got big and frizzy hair..like Felicity.. but this one's like.. hmmm whateva.. yeah.. skipped his lecture too.. cos he'll be only talking about whateva he's got on his slides.. and the notes will be up on the net.. so no worries..

but the main reason i didn't go.. was that i could't concentrate... well i thought i wouldn't focus on the 2 lectures.. cos like.. rite after bio lect.. i'd have mah Maths lect.. which's the mid semester test.. and i felt that i hadn't had nuff studying the day before.. so spent the morning going through vectors again.. went to school.. sat for the maths test.. turned out to be okay.. not too bad.. hehehe except for the question on vector!! grrr.. forget it, man! i'm pretty confident for the rest.. yeah should be orite..

then.. had chem tute.. was really sleepy towards the end of the class.. slept for the last 15 mins.. (maybe cos i slept.. like what? 1+ am last night.. and woke up at 7+ am) .. then maths tute was okay.. went through several probs.. did a problem on the board.. it's about the equation of the tangent to a curve.. differentiation.. reminds me of Mr Venkat!!!!! miss him!! yeah.. that's one of my fave topic in Add Maths.. =) ... then .. after the class.. while going for chinese class.. this guy.. suddenly asked.. 'you like Maths?' i was like.. huh? 'ah yeah.. not bad.. but things can get really frustrating when you gotta crack your brain to do a problem.. ' and .. he said he doesn't like maths and has got a lot to catch up and all.. and i couldn't really get what he said.. cos he was kinda soft.. and he was .. mumbling more to himself.. anyway.. heheh..

yeah.. so.. just before went into the chinese class. checked mah test result.. 7.7.. bad.... really bad.. below average.. the average is 8.1!!!!! grrr...!!!! mann.. but am okay with it actually.. expected it.. means me have lots of studying.. n practicing to do.. =(..

anyway.. holiday holiday holidayyy!! i'm gonna enjoy meself first.. this weekend and start studying next week.. =).. plan for tomorrow >> watch Anger Management.. and have fun!!!!!!!!!!! =)

orite.. betta hit the bed now.. gotta get up early tomorrow.. have to prepare for Chem pract.. haven't prepared the graphs and tables me supposed to make.. hehehehhehe orite.. bye bye

~I'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell~ Matchbox 20

just finished talking to Marlon.. hahah he's still the same old Marlon.. he was like..'wooohooo.. man utd trashing newcastle 6-1 man' hahahah i thought what only.. funny lah that guy.. can imagine him jumping around.. and shouting.. and smile on his face.. just like he did in sec school when man utd won some games.. hahahahha

anyway.. today was heaps of fun.. heheh supposed to go grocery shopping at vic mart.. but me and novita left home at 11+.. and she wanted to eat first.. so.. by the time we finished eating it was already 12.. then we planned to go Myer first.. cos Levis having 25% off on all denims.. so.. before going to myer.. we went to Angus & Robertson .. da bookshop next to KFC where we had our lunch.. then.. we spent about 30 mins in there.. then i was like.. "Nov.. do you still wanna go to Vic mart?"... me was already lazy to go.. cos it's like.. it was already kinda late.. and plus we wanted to go myer first..so.. we ended up going to myer.. and me bought a pair of levis.. me flatmate too.. and i bought 2 pairs of footwear.. hahahah gosh i was really on shopping spree.. don't know what went through mah minddd...

then.. supposed to meet Nov's friend to watch Johny English at 1640 hrs.. the movie was okay.. not as bad .. or rather.. as uninteresting as what i thought.. =D then.. went for dinner at Ying THai.. yummmmiiieezzz!! bet sis-in-law will LURVE the food there.. cos it's really.. super dooper HOT! and sour.. typical Thai food.. but it's really delicious.. hehehe.. dinner with the 2 flatmates.. Novita n Andrea.. then.. we went to Gelati.. heheh.. i like the mango ice creamm!!! me didn't buy any though.. just tasted the ones mah flatmates bought.. ooh.. on the way to Lygon st.. met Yuliana .. she was going to Seoul.. having korean food for dinner.. =) .. then.. went home..

and.. reached home.. we were kinda.. into the new living room we have now.. hahahah Novita and I cleared up the old crappy stuffs last night.. yeah.. hahaha.. now the new living room is much more homely.. hahahah.. and.. we put unused quilt on the sofa.. heheheh more comfy! =) then.. talked about crap.. till about 11+.. heheheh nice.. we are like so into cleaning the house.. and making it more homely.. like last night.. Nov and i.. all of a sudden.. were so semangat to clear the mess in the living room.. until Andrea was shocked when she came home last night.. yeah.. she was like.. 'something looks different' while entering the door.. cos there's a shoe rack there.. ( we cleaned that part too ) =) then.. she was like.. 'omigod!!! what happened to the living room???? what did you do???' hahahaha then.. just now.. we were 'discussing' about clearing the craps in da kitchen and the bathroom too.. =) but that shall be done during da hols.. heheheh

talk about hols.. one more week to go!!! wooohoooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't waittt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't wait for Good Friday.. cos that's when the hols start!! woooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but... maths test on wednesday.. haizzz must study tomorrow... then.. bio test after the easter hols.. haizzz more tests coming.. haizzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

orite.. lemme just enjoy first.. while i can!!! hahahahha orite.. adios guys..

P/S: me can't wait to go to singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) miss mah sis.. mah nephew .....bro-in-law.. friends........ the food there.. the stuffs there............................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh.... think 2 weeks won't be enuff.. u think so???? heheheheh *crazieee*

Rain rain.. go away.. come again another day...

gosh.. is God crying or something?? been raining the whole day since morning.. and my pants were all wet!! haizz.. but i'm sitting down safely and nicely at home now.. =) skipped chem lecture.. cos the weather was really making me sleepy.. oh, but.. wait! the sun's come out!! woohooo heeheh.. clear sky.. with a lil bit of clouds around.. =)

no Chemistry practs yesterday.. woohooo!! all thanks to the drug addict who broke into the building at 2 early in the morning yesterday.. yeah.. and heard that. he broke the bottles with chemicals in them.. and he got cut by the broken glasses too!! and they said.. blood was everywhere.. geezz.. and people tried to catch him.. but to no avail.. he locked himself up on the roof top.. and the silly thing about him is that.. the door to the roof top is automatically locked if you go out through the door.. like.. you can open it from inside.. but can't open it from outside unless you've got the key.. .. so.. police came and captured the fella.. geezz.. sad.. but.. like.. he went to the real dungeon of doom.. like.. just think about it.. you break all the bottles of chemicals.. and the gases from the chemicals are poisonous.. and he breathed all those gases.. maybe he's kinda immuned already.. since he's a drug addict himself.. hehe okay.. i'm being very mean here.. heheheh
yeah.. so no practs.. no classes no activities at all in the chemistry building yesterday.. and today.. wonder what'll happen to the addict..
and the best thing of all is that me don't have to go for a make up class for the pract yesterday.. we're all exempted!! and NO mark penalty.. wooohooo!!

~ shake your paranoia.. can't stop the rock! ~

you should listen to this song!!! i'm in lurve with da song rite now..!!! thanks to Gone in 60 seconds... but it's a really groovy n cool song! hehehhe nice movie too!!! really COOL cars!!!!!!! and i mean COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) i like.. Eleanor ... the 1967 Mustang GT500!!!!! with the turbo!!! wooohoooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wish i could have that car!!!! hahahhaha watched the movie with Ganguly at Lido hmm let see.. 2.. 3 years ago.. yeah.. hehehe.. those were the days.. and i still rememba there were several caucasian guys sitting in front of us and one of 'em has got funny nose.. and ganguly and i were making comments on his nose.. hahahhah nothing betta to do, eh????

well.. chinese test tomorrow.. and i still have one more chapter to go.. this chapter is darn difficult.. the new vocabs i mean.. like.. really difficult-to-write characters they have!! urgghhh!! the thought of it makes me sleepy... hahahha..

aightzz.. gotta finish with the studying.. =)

Stop the Rock by Apollo Four Forty

Stop the rock, stop the rock
Stop the rock, stop the rock
Stop the rock, can't stop the rock
You can't stop the rock, stop the rock
Stop the rock, can't stop the rock
You can's stop the rock, can't stop the rock (3x)

Shake that paranoia, can't stop the rock! (4x)
Shake that paranoia, come move me move me
Dancing like Madonna, into the groovy
Shake that paranoia, come move me move me
Dancing like Madonna, into the groovy

Stop the rock, can't stop the rock
You can't stop the rock, can't stop the rock

Let's get down and dirty baby
Come get down and dirty babe

Down and dirty baby

Shape the rock like Henry Moore
Aphrodite at the waterhole
Shape the rock like Henry Moore
Aphrodite at the waterhole, come on!

Stop the rock, can't stop the rock
You can't stop the rock, can't stop the rock

so they said it's inappropriate..

inppropriate your butts, americans!! have you seen the video clip of Madonna's latest single? American Life.. yep.. heard they banned the video clip ... supposed to be released a couple of weeks ago.. but.. the US government decided that it's inappropriate ... with the war going on right now.. i was like.. what tha?? the video clip shows this.. fashio show kinda thing.. with the models wearing 'military' attire..and there is this part where .. a boy and a girl.. with the Middle-eastern look.. wakling down the catwalk.. with a chain of bullets around da body.. reminds me of the Iraqi kids... and at the end of the clip.. there's this Bush look alike watching the 'fashion show' and Madonna throw a 'grenade' to him.. and he catches it.. turned out to be a lighter.. and he uses it to lite up his cigar.. and last nite.. Madonna was asked about that part of the clip.. she was like.. 'i'm trying to tell bush to stop the war .. ' you guys should watch the clip.. American Life - Madonna

day off .. woohooo! heheh but me am still going to school.. doing the to-be-done-at-your-own-time Bio pract.... and going for taebox after that.. heheh... but at least me got to relax abit.. heheh...

raining...haizz... why does it have to rain in the morning??? sucks!! but apparently the overnight rain's helped the firefighters to fight the fire.. in central victoria.. which is good.. cos yesterday's weather ain't pretty good... could feel the bushfire heat while walking around the school

aightz.. betta get going.. meeting Mila at 10.. and it's quarter to 9.. heheh.. gonna take the tram.. me don't want to rush (^^,)
see ya'round

my oh my..

is this world gonna end soon? first.. it was the war on iraq thingy.. which's still going on till this very moment.. can't imagine how the innocent civilians take the whole war stuffs.. like.. just imagine you're driving your car.. just to escape from the country.. and before you know it.... the supposedly 'good' allies soldiers are shooting your car... pretty daunting, eh?? haizz..
ok.. next is the SARS thingy.. it's getting really serious.. wonder how my sis and her family are in singapore... wonder how me friends there.. wonder how my aunt and her family are in HK... getting quite worried about them sometimes.. hope they are doing just fine... God please bless them.. and.. the other day Dad called.. and he was like.. 'dont eat too much fried stuffs.. don't go out too often! stay at home and eat at home! go home straight after school!' me don't like the sound of it.. cos it sounds like he's talking to a 7 year old.. and.. he told me that he's got the recipe of some CHinese herbs to prevent the SARS thingy.. and he was like.. 'i'll fax it over to you.. you know people are rushing to buy the stuffs here..' and i was like.. 'there's no fax machine here.. just how are you gonna fax it over to me?' okay.. maybe i was being rude.. but it's like.. hello i can take care of myself here!!!

anyway.. i really hope this SARS thing is gonna end soon.. like soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really soon!!! i hope.. cos me want to go to Singapore!!! and i don't think my parents will like the sound of me going there for my summer hols.. if this SARS thingy ain't settled yet!

heard from the news that in melbourne.. 3 kids are hospitalised ...suspected that they are down with SARS.. they are kids of an Ausie family who has been staying in Toronto for a year or so.. and they came here ... hmm last week.. to visit their relatives back here.. and to attend a wedding.. now they end up in the hospital.. being quarantined.. poor kids.. guess the virus starts attacking Aussie.. there was news on people down with SARS in Queensland..as well as NSW.. a couple of days back.. wonder what'll happen next.. anybody has got any idea??

Chinese test next week!! argh!!! me am so dead!!!! haven't studied whatsoeva yet!!! me am so so so dead!!!! and i've got 4 chapters to study!!!!!!! man.. all the new vocabs and all.. well at least me am quite familiar with the new vocabs from chapter 1.. but..what about the other 3 chapters? God help me.. gotta start studying soon!!

ahh.. it's been a week since i updated my blog.. =)..

anyway.. watched What a Girl Wants last nite.. with the flatmate and her friends.. Oliver James is sooo cutee!!! hehehe.. he plays as the boyfriend.. Ian Wallace.. a real British guy.. and he sings too!! =) he plays as a musician in the movie.. cool!!! heheh

anyway.. haven't been feeling very good lately.. i get irritated easily.. no idea why.. like yesterday..hmm no.. two nights ago.. mah flatmate asked me about the movie.. and so i said i wanna watch as well.. then i asked my friend Mila.. and then she said that Sylvia actualy was going to invite us for a dinner last nite.. then i said.. ohh too bad.. she ain't quick enough.. well she called.. and told me about it... and i thanked and apologised to her.. cos i couldn't go.. at that time.. i could already imagine how the rests would react if they knew i ain't going and the first person that came into my mind was Vict.. i don't know why.. i have this thing that's against her.. i could picture her nagging.. and all.. ain't a very good thing, yeah? and .. yesterday.. during lunch break.. what i pictured the previous night came true.. haizz.. she was like.. 'why aren't you going? you know .. sylvia's mum's giving us a treat.. and it's at Limos'... Limos is apparently one of the most famous.. classy cafes in Melbourne.. then i said.. 'sylvia's not quick enough.. i've already had a plan for tonight..going for a movie.. ' then she went on..' you know.. you can go and watch movie any time.. why it has to be tonight? getting a treat at Limos is very rare.. you know?'.. i was like.. ARGHHHH!!!! so what???? sick!!!!!!!!! all she wants is free dinner at Limos? so?? leave me alone..will you?? arrghhh!!!

gotta go now.. going for lunch.. hehe.. hungryyyyy Nando's.. here i come!!!