This one is to Ganguly, who's celebrating her 18th b'day today! Yeah.. just one day older than me! hehehehe..

Happy B'day Ayushna!!!! =)

and thanks for da card n letta! =)

and now.. da countdown begins.. 89 mins till midnight... i'm getting really old by each minute! Anyway.. aights.. Mum n Dad's e-card was da first one to arrive! then Ganguly's card.. then Kel's blog... yeah.. heheh
thanks everyone! =)

just came back from Crown, watched Daddy Day Care.. was okay.. ain't as FUNNY as i thought.. but was betta than Lizzie McGuirre.. hahahah but but.. da Italiano fella .. Yanni Gellman .. he's cute!! especially da part when he just met Lizzie.. and... said, 'Isabella?' in his Italiano accent!!! hot hot hot!!! hehehhe but haiizz.... he's such a jerk in da movie.. set da gurl up.. haizzzz.. anyway anyway.. he's still cute!! hahahah

so.. hmmm this week's been quite different.. 1st.. i'm turning 18 in da matter of.. hmmm minutes?? hahahah it's still 77 mins till midnight... anyhow..2nd.. my two flatmates have moved out.. so i'm all alone now.. last nite Novita stayed here after da movie.. yeah now.. i am ALL alone.. 3rd.. I'm moving OUT as well!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhahaha yeah.. da decision was really crazy.. and tell you.. looking for a place to stay ain't easy!!!!!!!

aights it all started when my friend, Yuliana sms me from Indon.. she asked whether i still wanna move house cos she's got a friend who's coming to melb and wants to share an accommodation.. i was like.. HAH??? move house?? NOW???? i was really confused.. i was like standing in da middle of a bridge.. between saying YES n NO.. yeah i was like.. errmmm.. yeah i wanna move.. but.. errmmm no.. cos it's too soon.. but i wanna move out.. ermmmm should i move??? ARGHHHH!!! this whole thing freaked me out.. thanks to Novita.. she helped me out with this.. she told me.. since you wanna move out.. why not do it now.. since you have a friend who's looking for a place to live in.. so move if you really wanna move out. okay.. so she helped me with da decision making.. heheh thank you thank you.... and so.. yeah.. i'm moving out!!!!! heuheuheuhehue..

but.. i tell you.. this friend of my friend's .. hahahah.. she's really crazy i tell you, she knows she's coming here.. and yet she still hasn't found a place to stay for temporary.. like.. when i first smsed her, she was like.. Yuli, i really don't have a place to live in when i arrive there, so please, if you can find a place, i'll appreciate it very much.. i was like.. HEH??? is this gurl crazy?? tsk tsk .. anyway.. she's gonna stay at my place temporarily.. till we move to a place.. somewhere near da city.. near my school.. yeah..

so yeah!!! i'm moving OUT!!! wheeeheeee hahahahahhaha

I M FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy!!! hehehehehehehhe!!!! whee whee wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i'm so happy hehehheheh
exam's over .. FINALLY!!! hehheheheh Chinese paper was okay.. thought would be harder.. heheh...
wheeeeeeeee........ wanna tell da whole world that i AM HAPPY!!! hehehehhehe

Got a new book to read! Yeay!! Memoirs of Geisha.. heheh have wanted to read da book since so long time ago.. but only today i bought it.. heheheh

so so.. oh da housemate is moving out tomorrow.. so sad.. i'm left with tha banging-door girl! eee..

i'm all HAPPY n SMILEY!!! yeayyyy!!!!!!!

today SUCKS to da core!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh!! got fined by da tram inspector!! shit!! my ticket was valid until 2 pm and they had to inspect at 2:04 pm! ARGH!!! and mind you.. i just bought da ticket.. which cost me $23.40!!!! n.. i got 100 bucks fined ARGH!!!! i feel like shooting their heads man!!!!!! they took my ticket!!!! and i've only used it only once!! arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid inspectors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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haven't watched Finding Nemo yet.. i wanna watch i wanna watch... so many movies i wanna watch too.. 2 Fast 2 Furious, Bruce Almighty, Daddy Day Care... hmmm Finding Nemo.. wheee.. can't wait till da exam's over.. then watch 'em all! =D

going shopping tomorrow.. wheee.. buying present for Victoria.. yeah.. friday's her b'day.. wheee.. shopping shopping!!!! and everything's on sale now!! yeayyy!! end-of-financial-year sale.. n winter sale!.. wheee.. hehehehhe

could somebody help me?? tell me what to do now!

i just wanna stay here n do my own thing. I don't want people to force me to do stuffs i don't want! It's my life n i make the decisions when it comes to issues relating to my life!

what's happening????????????????? i wanna know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can people actually reply my sms!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!! what's the use of your hp people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!! i can kill them i tell you!!!!

i demand your replies people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW!!!!

~ what makes you different, makes you beautiful

hmm... i look pale.. that's what da housemate says.. haizz.. well expected that.. =|.. haven't been out of da house since.. wednesday.. what more do you expect... but anyway.. going out for dinner later, yeay!

now, i gotta do my maths.. i've got only today n tomorrow.. and da paper's on monday morning.. at 9:30.. wheeee.. why does it have to be in the morning??? of all time! argh!

lucky Lily, she must be enjoying herself now.. with her family.. yep.. she should have reached indon by now.. it's been 12 hours since she boarded the plane last nite... anyway...

aights, betta get back to my maths now..

bugger.. everybody's going home.. except me ...

this hols will be the most pathetic hols i'll ever have, guess.. besides da trip to GC.. should i go to my cuz's place in Sydney? that'd be better.. rite rite? hmmm...

~ miracles happen..once in a while.. when you believe...

you think so?

catch a falling star.. put it in your pocket.. never let it fade away
catch a falling star put it in your pocket.. save it for a rainy day...

nice song!! (^^,)

is it just me.. feeling down? or.. something is not right? ...

*fingers-crossed*.. hope it's just me

migrain... or is it migraine.. which ever it is.. i think i'm down with it now.. feels as if my whole body is deteriorating.. like as if i did some heavy work.... i was only lazing around.. watched tv.. all day long.. and even took a nap.. that's all.. haizz. geezz okay.. there comes da pain again =(

yep.. positive.. it's migraine.. it's only da right.. front part of my head that aches.. and it aches like hell i tell you.. ain't a very nice thing to have during exam perios like this.. mummy... =(

talking to Kel now.. she went back to Siling n helped with the council camp.. lucky gurl.. i miss siling.. i miss singapore.. i miss my family.. okay.. i'm homesick... geezz not now... please please please.. not now.. not this time..

can i just go home n not sit for maths paper?? i wanna go home..

woke up to da noise da housemate made... she just came home n made so much noise while closing da door.. wanted to have a long nice sleep... to compensate for da nights when i only slept a few hours.. but it was all spoiled when somebody had to make so much noise. tried to get back to da 'dream island' but it was useless.. da body's still tired but my mind is all ready for da day

da friends are going back.. except Sylvia n me.. Yuliana is going... it's her plan since da beginning of da year.. ... Lily is going... you don't have to ask her anymore.. she's going back this Friday nite.. when i still have to struggle with my maths.. Vict is going... parents want her to go home.. cos of some stupid reason.. which i think is very old-fashioned.. just silly... Mila is going..her sis is moving house.. and parents ask her to help da sis and since now Singapore airlines is giving huge discounts.. to attract da customers.. was on da news 2 days ago.. no idea if Sylvia is going.. just wait n see.. if she is going .. then i'm the only one left.. how nice... =(...

multiple happiness!! =)

yep yep.. first was the email from my sis.. she sent pics of Mum n Dad n da 2 sistas..yep yep.. glad to see their are all good...
then.. today.. got to see da crush!!! =D haven't seen him again.. after da valedictory.. and like.. neva saw him around since uni started.. and today.. finally saw him.. yeayyy =D... that too.. before da exam started.. so it's kinda motivation hahahahah...
then.. Bio's finally over.. that's da biggest thing of all!! wheee.... so happy it's finally over.. =) da paper wasn't as easy though.. but the thing is IT"S OVER.. wheee...
then then... got to see Kel!! through her webcam.. yeayyyyyy heheheh yeah.. and she heard me through da mic..that's da power of technology =D
then... talked to da big sis.. n bro-in-law... =D i'm all excited heheheheh

and now.. da other sis is online.. wheee excited to talk to her.. yeayyyyy...
heheheheh..

i'm so happy i just wanna bring down da house!!!

I SAW KEL!! I saw Kel.. yep yep yep.. hahahah I saw herrrr after like.. a year?? yeayyyyyyyy
hahahahah I saw Kel.. hahahah

nuts crazy.. =D ...

see... got my mic.. and tried it out.. so i used da audio connection thingy with her.. and she could hear me .. boy, that was weird.. me talking to da mic.. and she typed to me.. yeah.. it's more like talking to myself.. yeah =D ... guess it must have been like that for my sis.. n bro-in-law..

yeayyyyy double happiness.... Bio's over.... and got to see Kel.. yeayyyy =)

yeay yeay... Kel said i still sound da same.. of course lah gurl...
wheee can't wait to talk to my sis.. Alfred... =D

hahahah all my plan to rest n sleep early is now all gone.. hahhahahah
i'm too excited to sleep now.. =D

I saw Kel..... get da message there??? I saw herr!!!!

chem's over... there's more to come.. bio... maths n chinese.. i'm getting really worried about bio...

wanna take a rest.. n sleep for a couple hours... and then study till morning.. but just couldn't get to sleep..

Yorum said i sounded depressed.. yeah.. i feel i am.. i'm scared i won't be able to finish da paper tomorrow ... or.. i won't be able to answer the questions.. ... thanks for da concern and da advice, friend.. really need it now....

wanna study.. but brains can't take it.. what am i supposed to do now? break down n cry? and regret of studying at the most prestigious uni in melbourne? ...

feels as if brains gonna explode any moment... can't take it..

rite.. betta take a rest and wake up later.. God Bless Me.. Wish Me Luck ...

anybody knows what eye-twitching mean?? like superstitiously??? i need you to tell me noww... what da left-eye-twitching meanss... cos my left eye has been twitching alot! and i mean ALOT! ... since last monday... =( hope it's not something bad.. see it's exam period and if it means something bad.. hope it's not about da exam.. shhheeehsshhhhh.... i'm being stupid.... but scary lahh... cos you know.. my friend last year lost her hp.. and her LEFT eye twitched all day that day.. =(

God.. please tell me it's not something bad...

talking to Kel now.. about Eton College...guys, you should go to their website ... http://www.etoncollege.com/default.asp and take a look at da kids... wheee.. they wear tux.. vest n... da prefects are allowed to wear fancy waiscoats n grey trousers.... whheeee... but somehow da prefects look like those flirtatious guys in Moulin Rouge.. rite Kel?? hehehe.. and da way da kids dress is like they're going for some business and what..tsk tsk tsk... rich n lucky lads.. wheee.....

hahaha... crazy.... was talking to Kel about how i think now Harry is cute.. (LOLS.. cos i used to think da broda was cuter.. ) yep.. it's all because da news on tv said something about Harry's last few days at Eton college..and that he's done his As.. then Kel wanted to know how he looks.. then she looked it up.. and somehow we ended up going to Eton's webby.. and commenting about da school..

anyways.. da housemate is cooking curry.. smell nice .... =) whee...

hmmmm oh oh.. Happy B'day to Dimas.. he turns.. 20 today?? is it 20?? hmm wheeeeeee.. he hits da BIG 2!!! and soon it'll be my turnnn eeee.....

haizz.. slept at 2 last nite.. started animal behaviour... wheee... and shall finish today.. then do chem woahh tomorrow's chem paper!!! wish me luck..

rite.. betta get going now.. chiao..

... stop stop stop stop it, i like it!

=D in love with da song.. Stop It I Like It by Rick Guard... was watching Strip Search yesterday... and they use this song as da theme song.. =) ... but but... da guy i liked didn't make it to da last 6.. haizz.. poor guy.. he's cute.. nice.. n always makes others laugh.. but.. he's got difficulties with da chreography... yeah..that's what they are looking for.. dancers.. haizz.. poor thing... heheh

anyway... studied bio till 3 in da morning.. wow... first time doing such thing.. haha but.. was talking to da big bro n Kel as well.. so... yeah.. but.. still i studied till 3!! wheee... hahahha

was going to go out n have lunch later.. but .. me think i shouldn't be going out cos me still have lots n lots to study .. sigh.. scared i won't have enough time to finish all.. aiyohhh me am very sloowww.. still have like what? 22 lectures to go???
and i only have today n tomorrow.. that's all...
tomorrow i wanna touch up my chem too.. how to finish, you tell me.. sigh sigh.. me only have meself to blame.. cos i have been playing a fool all this time =(

kk.. betta go now n study now..... but before that.. take shower first.. to freshen myself up =).. adios people..

oh ohoh... they call da Newsletter.. Siling Gazette.... cool cool!! this is way COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love my school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as in Siling.. not uni!!!! uni sucks!!!!

Siling .. Siling.. I LOVE SILING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes Kel.. hehehheh I LOVE SILING TOO!!! SILING ROCKS!!!!!!
oh oh.. Kel, you should see the eNewsletter!!! they went for so many trips!!!! nice nice nice.. and da school's really happening!!!!!!!! and and.. i saw new pcs!!!!! yes yes!!!! and and.. take a look a the pics of the garden!!!!!!!! omigod.. it's so beautiful!!!! i wanna go to SILING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss SILING!!! Siling our school.. we pledge to thee.. our love and utmost loyalty.. =D!!! Siling Siling... go Siling!!!

and Mr Raj n Cikgu Sanisah....... are married!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! soo happy for both of them!!!!!! nice nice nice.. the last time i heard was that Mr Raj was going out with Miss Sanisah.. yep yep Mdm Rahidah told me.. that was last year.... June.. and now.. they are happily married!! this is way cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nice nice nice!!!! =) .. i can't stop smiling.. i'm all smiley and excited now.. hehehehheheh a break from my Bio!! (^^,)

god... n Kel told me all da Silian couples are still together.. and she's one of them =D.. oooh nice.. everything is so nice!!!!!!!

and and and.. me can't wait for da KL trip!! yes yes yes!! me can't wait to go back to Singapore basically!!! =D .. yep yep yep.. Ling Hea's coming along yeayyy!! the more the merrier!!!! =D .. we all will talk and talk and go out.. and have fun together.. rite Kel?? yeayyyyy..

getting really bored... =(.. and i'm sick of the songs in my media player.. any songs to recommend?? i really need a new set of songs to accompany me to study Bio.. and like.. i really don't know what songs to listen to.. aiyohh.. =(..

anyway.. get chem 'out of the way' .. next bio.. but but but.. very lazy to start bio!!! don't even know where to start.. like.. there are so many things in Bio.. eeeee.. frustrating!!!!! i'm frustrated!!!

ok.. betta get back to my bio....... my 'beloved' bio

went to school for da exam tips n tutes today.. wasn't that bad.. just that.. da Bio session made me worried even more!!! like.. i don't know..it's like i went into da lecture theatre without any knowledge of Bio whatsoeva.. and like everybody else was so ready for the exam.. okay maybe i'm exaggerating here.. but like.. eeeee scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh oh.. and no sup exams for Science courses.. so so if i fail then i fail.. haizz.. but it's good in a way.. cos i wanna enjoy my holiday in da Sunshine coast.. GOLD COAST i'm coming!!!!! =).. i'd betta shut up .. what if i really fail.. no way mannn!!! Chem is quite okay.. got most of the things handled...(^^,) but ain't mean i'm 100% sure i'm gonna pass my paper n get an H1 myself.. must still study!!!!!!!!!!! aiyohhhhh scary mannn

oh oh oh.. Mum n Dad setup an msn account!!! yeayyy heheheh good good!!! so happy

target for tonight.. finish off Quantum Mechanics ... then tomorrow.. touch up my Organic Chem n Entropy n thermodynamics.. then then do past year exams.. then.. then.. Wednesday... start on Bio!!! wednesday.. thursday.. friday.. sat.. sunday.. monday.. 6 days.. and tuesday night.. should be enough.. haizz.. why do they make the timetable like that!! sucks mann =(

orite orite.. betta get back to studying now.. oh oh.. haven't finished with my blog yet.. but sorta fixed some part up.. hehehe.. put a photo album there.. they were photos during my Trinity time.. last year.. not many though.. yeah.. miss the times then.. =(.. heaps of fun!!!! not like now.. now is like what only!!! =( school's driving me crazy...

k k..study now.. (~~,)

been playing around with da blog.. and set a new template but ain't finished yet... sorry about it guys.. will fix it up again soon.. but now i think it's time for me to do my stuffs..

so.. instead of getting back to studying i actually played around with the blog.. hahaha.. shows how easy people can get distracted..

rite.. now i really really have to continue studying.. it's already 1038 hrs.. wee.. but da sun isn't up yet.. it all dark outside.. okay okay.. betta go now.. tata

first day of WINTER!!!!! finally... hahaha.. not that i'm actually looking forward to winter.. just that.. da first da of the new season excites me somehow..but i realised that like.. da first day of a new season really gives you the impression what da season is gonna be like.. like today.. it's all dark .. gloomy.. i know it's gonna be very cold outside.. cos i think it's been raining all night last night.. (not that i got drenched while coming home last nite).. but anyhow.. yeah.. da weather is very wintery.. which i don' really like ..... and another example is da first day of spring last year.. after i got really sick of the wintery weather.. da first day of spring was all sunny and warm.. although da wind was chilly.. but it was all sunny and comfy... really looking forward to that.. 3 more months.. heheh..

anyhow.. speaking of winter.. now that winter is here.. that means exams are coming really fast.. like my first paper.. is in 8 days.. haizzz... Chemistry.. only touched the beginning part of chemical equilibria yesterday.. went to Mila's place yesterday..studied together with Vict.. Yuliana n Sylvia. n Mila of course.. it was good.. although it was all noisy and stuff.. but it was nice.. then dinner.. came home only at 2230 hrs.. after dinner went to an arcade. to relieve da stress.. was getting late.. so Mila n i decided to go home.. but the rests.. Vict n Sylvia went for a movie with their friends.. Yuliana.. Evelyn (her cuz) n Eri (another friend.. whom i think is abit of a kaypoh.. and somehow is getting very close with Yuliana.. now it's like everytime i see Yuliana.. Eri will somehow be there... =D ) yeah.. anyhow the three of them still didn't wanna go home yet.. Yuliana was like.. "Mila.. Yuli.. don't go home first lahh.. i wanna go around first.. wanna watch a movie.. wanna check the time".. i was like.. gurl.. look at the time... and i had to go back all alone... and not that my house is in da city.. I really can't be like them.. if i were them.. i'd have this guilt for not going home and study..

gotta get back to studying now.. still have lots n lots of stuffs to study.. =(