Most men are insensitive, don't you think so? HAH.. he just can't see.. if a girl's attracted to 'em unless it's VERY VERY obvious! .. haiz.. and like.. even my girl friend can see it!! and.. like if i didn't tell him, he wouldn't know! he thought, i was just being nice to 'em cos i'm nice to everybody... but like.. errr.. i don't to certain nice stuffs to every guy!!! insensitive they are.

oh... he said that he wanna go serious with me.. hmmm okay.. this i didn't know till yesterday...well, we shall just see..

hmmm going out for lunch with Reza later.. and Novita wants to look for a gift for May...

going to go for.. hmm those studio photography thingy.. whateva they call it.. yeah.. with the housemate.. she wants a pic of both of us in the living room.. so yeah..

oh .. hahahah da first nite in Grampians. Alfa, Eva, Hartono, Reza n I didn't sleep till.. 7 in the morning.. and we were talking bullshits about girls n boys.. how confusing girls are.. and.. how egoistic guys are.. it was a real crapy talk.. hahah.. oh.. and we were talking.. about prejudice against women.. yeah like.. gurls who smoke.. especially Asian gurls.. (no offence to those gurls who read this n smoke) how our impression of them would change 180 deg.. oh but.. to me.. this applies to guys as well.. so... guys n gurls who smoke.. betta don't come near me when you're smoking! :)

arghhh this Mango Gateu is nice nice nice.. i want more... :D

Grampians was awesome!! :) it was fun fun fun n fun! :)

but now i'm all tired! n sleepy..

hmmm.. wish da trip was longer..

hmmm
work was cool tonite! :) .. so was yesterday's.. the initial thought of work was ARGH!! hahahahah i was sooo didn't wanna go to work!! cos i thought i'd get to do register!! but.. no
well yeah.. i did packing up orders.. and i tried taking orders and all but but!! i got to do backing up!! which is what i wanted!!!! what I have ALWAYS wanted!! =) so yeah.. cool!!!

and and.. hahahah tonite.. Reza n Alfa, supposedly they came to see me.. but i was already at backing up.. so i didn't see them.. and like every time i turned to look to the front counters.. this tall fella.. Jack.. blocked my view of them
hahahahahahha sooo not fated! :).. cos .. like.. before i did backing up i was doing the restaurant for quite some time.. yeah.. 45 mins.. !! oh boy.. it was 'FUN'!!! bleahh.. hahahahah oh well yeah.. much more fun than register though :P

oh well yeah.. Reza came to send me home hahahah and he told me how they saw me just now :P but i didn't see them .. hahahahahh oh well.. :D

hmmmm going to watch Tomb Raider tomorrow.. and going out for dinner.. at some place.. hahaha far far away :P.. cos we've got the car by tomorrow afternoon.. so yeah.. that'd be really cool! :D
n.. hmmm the roadtrip is only.. about.. 32 hours away!! yeay!!! setting off on Saturday morning.. =) really can't wait for that!! wheeee

had a niceeeeeee lllllooooonnnngggggggggg sleep last nite... slept at 10+ .. and just woke up at 8+ this morning.. heheheh considering after da number of hours i'd been sleeping.. it was good!! =)... but but!! ARGH!! why did someone have to sms me at 2 early this morning?? just to ask..'slept already? don't reply if you have.. have a good sleep!' waliaooooo i thought whaaaattttt only.. and i thought it was morning like.. 6 am or something ... when i looked at the clock.. it was only 2.. hehehe so.. back to the dreamland i went =)

hmmm had a weirdd.. and rather scary... bloody dream.... maybe it's cos of the movie Tears of The Sun.. and plus.. last nite.. Kel told about something very very bloody and violent.. oh oh.. and i dreamt about my primary school.. it was like.. i was back at the primary school.. and.. i don't know what happened to me.. but i was feeling hot.. and sweaty.. and my face was all red.. till everybody asked what happened to me... hmmm

going to Victoria market today! yeay! cook cook n cook!! =)..

4 days to the roadtrip!! =D.. and friday we're going shopping for food again.. heheh for the trip.. lalalalalala..

aights.... see ya

Friday nite at 8Pm was quite a blast!! woohooo =) met lotsa people there.. and had real heaps of fun.. stayed till almost the last part.. stayed till 1:30 around there.. met Astri.. hmm Vera's friend.. she's sooo pretty!!!! pretty pretty, pretty lady she is..

hmmm.. it's sooo sunny outside... i wanna go out!! but where??? haiz.. oh well.. i'm hungry.. hungry since last nite.. nopes.. no dinner.. too lazy to grab food =).. aights.. betta cook something..

yeayyy yeayyy yeayy!!! =D.. finally got Tuesdays With Morrie that Kel posted =) and i'm 1/3 through with the book!! I'm putting Tom Savage's Pricipice away.. =) and.. yeah i cried.. already...

i like Morrie's words 'The culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesn't work, don't buy it'

ahh.. if only i have a teacher like Morrie.. but no.. it'd be really sad to see him dying and leave this world.. no no i dont wanna see death.. it's way too scary.. yeah i'll just have this book then..

hmmm let see.. i've been having trouble sleeping.. AGAIN! i think i'm down with the satanic problem.. insomnia! eeekkss and to make things worse.. i've been having problem with eating lately too.. and yesterday morning.. my right tummy was hurting..a sign of gastric pain =(.. all the adult problems.. eeeekks.. i hate 'em..

anyways.. next week's the term break.. yeay! that'd be 2 weeks holiday.. yeay! and we're planning to go up to the Grampians.. we'll drive up there.. planning for a roadtrip! that'd be fun.. rite rite?? =) hope things work out rite..

aights.. wanna get back to my Tuesdays With Morrie... see ya

nice!! i wanna sleep longer! but something just had to wake me up! and it's a saturday morning!! i need to sleep!!! please! ARGH! it's always like that, i'll be sooo lazy to wake up on weekdays that i have to miss my lectures... but... on weekends.. i'll be sooo wide awake! argh!! and like i slept only at 2 last nite!!

heh?? Usher.. singing I Have A Dream.. when it sounds like Westlife?? hahahah.. bet there's something wrong with da file name!

anyways.. enuff of crapping about waking up early on a saturday morning..

gonna have a steamboat this afternoon at my place.. yeay!! :D neva actually have a steamboat at home here... well.. hmmm only once i had a steamboat in melbourne.. that was last year.. yeah.. so it's about time to have another one ! :D

oh well... watched Hollywood Homicide last nite.. kinda funny.. josh hartnett is cute cute cute! :D.. he n his yoga.. hummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... hahahahahaaha.. reminds me of the yoplait yoghurt ads on tv.. da indian guru goes.. yuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm .. which reminds me of my sis... she used to tease me when it comes to stuff to do with india.. see i'm the only one in da family who likes Hindi movie.. (i neva actually see what's wrong with liking hindi movie.. weird sistas i have) anyway.. yeah.. i went grocery shopping with her and i got myself some yoplaits.. and she was like.. 'bet you'll go yummmmm yummmmmmmmmmm just like the indian guru'.. i was like.. heh?? what indian guru??? that time i just arrived here.. and i didn't know there was that ads.. when i saw da ads.. i was like.. crazy sis..

so anywayss... oh i need to call home!! home home.. i need to call me dad n mum! :) can't wait to go home!!!! wheee... paying da airfare next week when da financial aids has come :D

aights.. gotta prepare for da steamboat stuffs..